BLACKROSES

2007-01-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

Long school day today(: 9-6 indeed a long want, so far today is our longest day in school. Laughs, bought my 2nd b/t shirt & bought polo tee. xD Im gonna wear it tmrrrrrrr. Went home after school, reach home 7plus. x'( Tmr after school meeting boyfriend, & we'll be going outtttttttt. Took pics with kermise during ECF or watever lesson. Upload tmr(:

2007-01-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

Im using the new com! =D Wahahahs, bouht my therapy uniform. ONE WORD = UGLY. Reach school at 11plus went co shop bought uni with jolly den went up to class hear from others we'll be meet at 115 den go for e tele match. Fucking hell, jolly & kerena went off. Went to have something den left to indoor.Rot till 4plus met maria & boyfriend took wrong bus den cabb to tm dinner there took bus back(: Boyfriend not feeling well. Hope he will be fine tmr(: Love him tons!

2007-01-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

Meet jolly at bus stop den meet kermise in the bus, 3 of us went school tgh(: While waitting for 31 saw angie. Reach school went toilet bun up our hair den went for lesson! Freaking cold cold cold & we are there for 2hours. Oh tian ah~ After that lunch went C2 saw fabian daddy but he didnt saw me. --" Saw michelle(girlfriend) too! After that went toilet again den went to practical room wait. Saw sluty over there, tmd act asif she dont know me. Fine with me, i dont wanna bother about our past & i wanted to smile at her but since she ignore me so i shall do the same thing. PCB~ Shag ah, boyfriend reach school ask him come find me talk awhile den he went off. Blah blah blah, wash hose make up brushes during pratical time. Left school at 230 to collect our report. So good nahs, lesson ends at 5 for others okay! =D Went out of the school saw jianwei, talk awhile den jiu left. Kermise dad drove us there.Didnt bring any sata things den dont know ezlink can nots in the end can. Waited for angie to take e test den took 222 to interchange each of us left for home(: Took 25 home, superb tired didnt sleep in the bus, later miss the stop & im i realise bedok so far from my house. --" Laughs, rot awhile wait for boyfriend reach meet him left to mall. Damn fucking tired show mum & boyfriend my attitude. x'( Walk around went ntuc find jap noodles. Went to find dim&ira at mac nono went ljs bought up to mac eat. Laughsssss. Left at 7plus reach home 8plus. I'm goona buy my 1st beauty theraphy uniform im dont feel happy wearing that. Wth lahs.

You asked before & why are you asking again? Are you trying to attract his attention to you? Ta ma de ni get lost & out of our world. CHEAP! ONE WORD FOR YOU, that's C H E A P !. CCB!

2007-01-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

IM DAMN DAMN SLEEPY. Woke up 7 bath & doll up went took bus ard 745 was alone from home to school lahs. Wth, 72 was pack couldnt get any place to sit nvm, stand. Reach tm took 31 YEAH, i've got a placeeeeeeee(: Reach school waited for janet who's now known as kermise. Went into the school & find her went up yo the room with her friend minmin. Listen in class, was damn sleepy. Pe at 10am but today only briefing. Today den know got the fucking nafa. Pubor lah, i fucking hate pe & nafa. Rahs, teacher let us off early. Went toilet with kermise, jolly, xinyi, angie, jennifer & kerina after that 7 of us went for lunch together(: Sticking close already. I love jolly lahs, keep making me laugh! Went to audi at 2 listen them talk cock. Walk insdie heard someone shouted :LIMIN" turn & saw fabian daddy waving at me. Taoyansssssssssss. Shy si ler lah! LOLS, saw michelle (girlfriend) too! xD After few idiots finish their talks bth go toilet. Going in saw liling den she was like " a, hellos" den i was hello (smiling). Im sooooo friendly. After that we're told that we can go back not even 5 where we are finishing our school at 6pm today. --" Called boyfriend alot of times but couldnt get thru went tm with jolly & kerina. Kerina drop 1 stop before interchange. Went cs with jolly, we follow people walk till we end up our way in MRT, den i put her out.She's freaking cute nahs. Lols, she keep on calling me cute cute when she's talking to her boyfriend. Bth, laughs. Walk around till her bf reach den we went each other way. She went to find her bf at mall while i walked to inter. Went grab something eat with bf, headed home after that! Im so tired, gonna sleep early today. School starting at 10am tmr! YEAH, got to sleep for a lil moreeeeeeee. xD Im so not use not see-ing bf for a day. Rahs, his my addictionn.

2007-01-15T20:22:00.000+08:00

2007-01-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Backkkkkkkkk from my shopping! xD Woke up rot till 1plus ask boyfriend wether he want to go bugis not den he say anything jiu bath & prepare. Waited for his sms den left the house & meet him in the bus(: Reach there went parco walk around den went KFC near street there for our lunch! [: Again my zingle burgerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Yummy yummy. Qingai says she on the way to bugis. So fucking happy as im able to see herrrrrrr! x) After lunch walk to street, qingai called & she says she at the atm machine there but we dont know where isit called her & told her im at tempura ask me wait there & she come & look for meeeeeee. Chatted with her awhile den went off for shopping. Bought bag, shoe, pants & poka belt. I'm loving it~ Today my day lahs, so funny only me&boyfriend knows. xD Wahahahs, went parco & street lots of time just to find our bags. In the end i got everything i want boyfriend got nothing. Grins- On the way carrying too much of bags & its damn heavily hand got numbbbb. The place where my blood was taken outtttt. RAHS- Im sooooooooooo happy today but there's school tmr. I don't mind there's sch as its no longer life in ss already but im starting school at 9am tmr ending it at 5pm. It's superb long okay. Im gonna onlinee till 930, i guess. There's still tons of stuffs which im not done for school. Mask later(: & i think im going to school tmr, ALONE. RAHS, I DONT LIKE EHS.

PICTURES(:

[IMG]http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k166/LEM0NN-/Lovesx2370copy

2007-01-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

Woke up by my sister & brother LOUD voice around 10plus coninued to sleep again. Was like so fucking tired lahs. 2nd time, woke up see the time 11plus tot of going to SATA for check up. The earlier i go for check up the earlier i get my report. xD Went out living room ask sister wethers she wants to acc me down she agreed(: && my house came a dog! Only 2 months old =D Bath & prepare cabb-ed down to bedok's SATA. Was rainning cats & dogs. Reach there took my number & waited for my turn. Kinda fast lahs. Less den 1 hours i think. Saw my classmate there, so xia suay cus i never wear contact den look so ugly. No make up like just got up from bath. NEVERMIND!. After check up walked to bedok interchange & walk around there with sister finding things for dog. Bought the yummy carrot cake again, took bus home lunch use the com awhile went kovan to get some stuffs for dog & sister wants to get something. Walked & got our stuff went back home. Dog shit is damn smelly. Might be going down to bugis tmr to get my jeans. Im not sure to buy bag for school now or after i got my reportt. TELL ME! The doctor took my BLOOD out today! FUCKING PAINFUL okay, i tired not to look & not to think BUT its really fucking painnnnnnn. RAHS- Starting school, guess i wont be blogging everyday. I dont wanna touch the com everyday too.

Things needed to buy;
-Bag
-Jeans
-Jacket
-Top
-Shoe

2007-01-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up 645am, bath & doll up den dimple sms me telling she's reaching jitao rush to the bus stop. Standard, like mad dogs like that. --" Manage to catch the bus & im early ok? The bus is pack, but i've got place to sit. Laughs, talk cock again. I feel so weird making up, asif people will think just going to school why wanna make up. -.-" Reach tam 31 came so faster take that bus if not gonna wait long. Saw a girl from the door dere den walk to the standing place someone tap me. I look & guess who i saw? I SAW HUIYUN! =D She's become more & more pretty lahs. Talk awhile den wait for reach school. Went cvc with dimple some of their att SUCKS. Then went toilet 830 i went up to the function room while dimple go to cvc again. Sit there rot alone till the game starts at 9plus. The leaders are friendly didnt really play lah. Unless im in 4t1 i'll go MAD, but new school so werid to go mad. --" Laughs went to class & listen to what the teacher says nearly fall asleep. Dont really like some of them lahs. Sigh sigh, i guess its a hard time for me down there. xD Boyfriend waited for me after his lesson while im still in class. Went down level 1 & call boyfriend. Ask him where is he den he came & find me went bus stop find maria. On the way saw the group of leaders of my group. 31 came but we waited for the next bus. Reach inter 72 came took 72 & i saw sh. Got down at boyfriend house, leave our baag there went for lunch cum dinner(: Damn hungry ate fish soup, SUPERB NICE(: Im loving it~ After there rot den went mall &home(: Im fucking tireddddddddddddddddddd.

2007-01-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
歌词提供再兴
☆☆☆☆
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞
呜..☆.
☆献给永远走在一起的朋友

Yeap, it's truth(: My 6th sense is correct, without fail. This time i didn't say anything. I dont feel the pain of heart. Not this time no longer i will feel the pain anymore. NO LONGER! But i did cried, always. Im a crybaby so who cares. Starting school tmr there's somebody with me in the morning but what about after school? RAHS; people do change & a le never changes it's spot. Believe me. & there's no trusting in anything. Promise are just bullshit liar should die terribly. I pretend asif there's nothing happen, i know u're clever neither im stupid. Its not the first time anymore no big deal.

[只想变的坚强强到能够去忘] I'M NOT UR SUPER WOMEN.

2007-01-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

9plus wake up already but try to sleep cant fall asleep den dimple call me and ask me wether i've gotten the course told her im going online check. But nothing was there recevied a call from someone like ite number but is already miss call so waited for the person to call back. I'm being acceptted & i need to report tmr lastest at 830am. xD Okay, im happy that finally my wishes come true. But isit the correct path? Im not sureeeeeeeeee. Seriously. Who to go to school tomorrow? Kind of scare lah. But SIMEI, IM COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG(: My dream school, wahaahhas. But sadly dimple didnt get her course & she need to appeal again. All the best to her! Hope her next appeling will be like mine(: Im meeting boyfriend later, shall see for some pants & shoe. I want a new bag for school. xD I don't know i comfirm in the course anot leh? How?

2007-01-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

Dear diary, im feeling so DOWN again. I don't know why & how im feeling sooo tired. Woke up at 8am slept at 3 ytd. 5 hours of sleep. Bath & prepare waited for dimple sms rush to bus stop & catch the bus manage to catch it saw i dont know wat name from our school. His now at simei, retail i think. Talk to him awhile den talk to dimple. Reach tam change bus to simei feel damn werid lah. -.-" Went to the school we were like so lost at there.Acc her to her interview room i wairted outside for her from 1010 till 12plus. YEA, ALONE. Damn bored & i really feel like LEAVING. She came out after awhile sae she was told to come back in an hours time. Rot there till 1 went back there waited for her this time kinda fast after that she acc to my place for interview(= Waited for more den 30mins & lots of people going interview, dont really have much hope nahs. x'( Oh yah, saw zam there he waved to us & his face so funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. xD After my interview went bus stop took 31 to bedok ate lunch cum breakfast after that walk around den went taka mall dim treat me india food damn sweet dont realy like cus TOO SWEET! After taka went mall & on the way there's tis couple fighting in the bus. -.-" Went mall walk ard rot at playground ill dont know what time den took bus home. Damn tired & feeling down. Im so fucked up & if im getting the course i've to start school this friday(: Gonna check for tmr's resultttttttttttttttttttttttt =D Qingai told me she saw my informal & formal pic. Gosh, the formal look so damn sucky asif under depression. Yeah, im under depression that day. Lols. Byeeeeeeeeeeee(:

SHALL I PUT PW TO MY BLOG?

2007-01-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

Im so called busy today -.-" Dont know what happen maybe i sleep like a dead log or my alram didnt sound. -.-" Mum wake me up at 1130 brush up & made the call to ite they say the person is out to lunch ask me call back in 1hours time. So went to bath clean nails & did my stuff. Computer came after that(: &&& there's remood (idontknowhowtospell) for it ok. We can watch tv there but i dont know how -.-" Chatted with dimple & rot infornt of the com again. xD Waited for cousin's callmet her at kovan mrt ard 4plus. Headed to novena as its still early we rot at novena sq till 6 den walked slowly to office. =D On the way saw may, she ask we all walk faster incase lady boss left so walk faster abit. Return uniform got my cheque & left to uni sq walk ard went take mrt den ahgirl told me we're taking the diff train. I was like oh tian ah~ Her train came first, so she left while i waited for my train blah blah blah. After going our own ways, dont know what happen im feeeling rather down. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY. Reach kovan went watson & look for my foundation DONT HAVE so fucked up den went gur & look for it also DONT HAVE. Fine den took train meet boyfriend there. He acc me to watson & to interchange den ask him go back. Feel like crying again & again tears running out , control them again & again. Saw ira on e bus when reach her stop, shes going kovan. Chatted with her & reach my stop went down & home sweet home(:

Im already feeling mood-less but i realise something & made me more mood-less. Dont say im being sensitive why not say that person changed? Im not gonna ask anything, i dont find there's a need. People do change & i cant control thier life. You think what you did is right den i've got nothing to say. You've change, they have change. Im feeling so fuck up now & i feeling like crying out LOUD. I dont want to belive it anymoreeeee. Is something bad gonna happen tomorrow?

2007-01-09T04:19:00.000+08:00

Its already 410am & im still infornt of the com. Boyfriend know sure bu shuang. RAHS~ Went bed ard1 toast & trun but just couldnot fall asleep. Its so bloody irritating & i've got to wake up early like 10am in the morning just to make calls to the ite. Wtf, promise boyfriend that im sleeping early today. But the min im on the bed tons of stuff came into my mind & made me cant sleep. I NEED SOME SLEEPING PILLS! ><" Im gonna check for the fares of plates to taiwan or hongkong(: Sis said might be going taiwan or hongkong ard july or aug but everything aint comfirm yet!. Change some coding & everything mess up. Shall leave it first. Im so so so lazy to edit!. Rahs, eyes getting weaker diff to open my eyes. Guess im off to bed soon. Im bored so bored. Entertain me will you? Laughs. What wishes did you wish granted? Among all of them i got 10/20. Lols, whatever.

x-PASS PERLIM*
x-PASS N LEVEL*

x-STUDY HARD jus for tis ONE month*
x-Zoo with laogong(:

x-LOTSA MONEY

x-new hairstyle*

x-Highlight hair*

x-another rebonding*

x-blossom tops*

x-kitty/skull necklace*

x-crown/butterfly belt*

x-SLIM*

x-purpur/grey lens*

x-More TOPS*

x-More BOTTOMS*

x-Taiwan,again*

x-Japan*

~~x-N72/PINK~~

~~x-new watch~~

x-kitty belt*

x-kitty/crown sling bag*

x-new wallet/kitty*

x-taiwan trip*

Changing of URL & msn add soon i guess[: I miss my boyfriend, hopes everything turns out fine in school for him. Hope interview & getting of the course will come true. I wanna get into simei damn B A D L Y.

--Imissyou,boyfriend.

2007-01-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

OLELE OLALA~ While people are working & school im sleeping at home till noon. Luaghs~ Onlined & rot crap with dimple till she offline & sden she call me crap for like 1 hour plus den hang d phone :D Then chatted with aiai & qingai awhile on msn den ard 4plus dar called & say he reach tam interchange soon. So rot again went prepare after got his 2nd sms den went & meet him at playground :D Went to get my fav drink den went mall. Walk around saw sss new uniform oh ian ah, sucks like hell. Look so kuku lahs. Laughs~ Went his house slack slack wanted go cp but in the end dont feel like going already den jiu rot at his house. Saw miss call from mumy call back & SHE SAY THEY WANT ME TO GO INTERVIEW ON WED! I'M SO HAPPYLAHS. Rush to dar & told him[: Damn happy but im hoping i can pass the interview. Msg dimple & she called, she say aint fair lols. Ard 7plus she called me again & say she going for interview at 950am.Luaghs, went cp ard 7plus. Reach there acc dar to have his dinner den went watson check d foundation & he see those hair dye. He say he was caught for long hair & colored hair. Lols, im doing mask right now & posting. Hardworking! xD Gotta take good care of my skin this few days. All the best to me! Off to sleep soon! Wont be free till new com arrived tmr, i can't wait(= Down to office tmr for my cheque & return of uniform. HOHOHO~ Showed dar yang's video that i took. He agree that his freaking cute too! Tons of LOVE.

SHIT, from what dimple told me i feel that she changed & dim start to dislike her. x'(

2007-01-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

Im back againnnnnn! =D Got flu on sat again. Yang yang pass flu to me. Took d medi & feel damn sleepy after awhile.
Went to bed ard 2plus. Woke up 7, bath dinner went out. Went home ard 11plus tv-ed, sleep(:
today gotta wake up early at 7am woke up went out, came back breakfast went to sleep again till noon.
xD Dad came ard 4plus fecth me home. Reach home rot dinner went cp. Finally after sooo long,
bough a new com(; This time the cpu damn small. The length of 2 cans. Short & thin not very thick.
=D It will only arrived on tusday around afternoon. I promis im gonna treat that new com nicely.
Secondary & primary already started school. ITE starting tomorrow. Im school-less & job-less.
Dear startinghis schooling tmr again well i have to wait for 10jan for appealing result. Hope i can get into what i want.
If not i dont know what to dooooooo. Fuck up. Might be going down to office get my cheque
& return them thier damn uniform. I dont wanna step into the place anymore but they say
its a must for me to sign the watever shit myself. Rahs- This com is rather LAG, posting of pic
shall wait till the new com arriveds! =D Counting down to 26012007, our 2 year anni!
I love you my precious boy! I miss so many peoples. Finding new skins(;

2007-01-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

well, sometimes people can be irritating. Sometimes you can just like or hate them. Well, offfff!

2007-01-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

Night safari on 30 dec 2006. Was damn fun & scary(: Enjoyed! =D Fever on 31 dec 2006 evening like fuck shit. Last present of 2006. ANYWAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR. MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUEEEE.

LIMIN, WITH LOVEEEE.

gone

2006-12-31T18:52:00.000+08:00

New skin will be ready onces i've got d time(: Last day of 2006. NEW YEAR COMING, but aint happy. New life again, rahs- Ite stuff not ready yet i hopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i ready can get d course i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Rahs, im really feeling tired & fuck up. & i promise there's gonna be lots of photo updated onces i return. =D Laogong is able to use com & net again. So am i, wahahahhahas. Hope everything gonna turn out fine in 2007. =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLES(====

2006-12-30T11:45:00.000+08:00

Gotten n level results(; Pass everything. Im happy with it! =D But the course i wanted couldnt get in. Fuck! Im appealing again. I WANT SM! Or else im slacking i guess.=D

2006-12-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

IM BACK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! Im just gonna update sat~ XIAO GU`S WEDDING(: Had fun on sat(: Didnt sleep on friday night, was staying in the hotel with 4 cousins & mummy. Wanted to sleep but just cant fall asleep. Bath at 6am den prepare & get ready went 2nd uncle house. Make up & had breakfast slack while waitting for xiaogu`s husband to comeeee. Around 9 plus, he & his group of brothers came(: Play games & ask for ang baossssssssssssssss. =D At 10 we let him go him trick everyone that xiaogu at level 2 den everybody chiong & ran up(; Then dey couldnt find dey came down den they know xiaogu zai ground floor. LAUGHS* Blah they bai bai blah blah den they finish giving adult those tea jiu dao kids turn(: Okay, we have to give him the cup og tea & call xiaoguzan den he will give angbaoooooooo(; After that left to xgz house on the way talk cock with xin & jia in they car we disiao the korkor. Jia & xin like idiots. =x Ok, we ask korkor drove very fast in order to fight with others 5 car. LAUGHS. But still we e 2nd last when reach xgz house. -.-" nThey went baibai & stuff kids sit outside jiaowei waited for them till 11plus headed to 3rd aunty house. Slack there less den 30mins den left to danga bay. This time different drivers. Red car korkor went back, this time is DA BAO UNCLE :D Talk cock again reach danga bay xiaogu & xgz took pic while we rot there under the hot hot sun. But its niceeeee ok. The sea(= Then went back to 3rd aunty house, again da bao uncle`s car. Blast songs in the car vol 20. This time not so high like going bay that time. LAUGHS* Slack at 3rd aunty house till 5 plus went jia house w her & cousin. Slack awhile bath den rush to 3rd aunty house. Make up & got ready for dinner wedding. Me, jia, sis & biao ge ready den aunty ask we all go first den we jiu go. This time is toyota carmy(im not sure of e spelling) very niceeeeee & im loving it. Different korkor drove us there reach there he say can drop here me sis & jia stil want to sit there. LAUGHS. Got down and went up to level 2 find our table. Damn high okay. Took pics blah blah eat den time to |yam seng". Everyone stands up and shout yammmmmmmmmm for so long, i couldnt tahan i kept scraming till my throat fucking pain. Shouted 3 times ended. After that xg,xgz & his brother go table by table to yam seng. So table after table they came(: 3 of his brother ask me drink tiger. --" Challenge 1 of them i was like dont want leh(:
Then got this got wore red in the morning say to me: NI, WO YAO NI HE WAN ZHE PING TIGER (pointing to me).Some of them compliant about morning asking them eat this & that drink this & that. I reply to him: Huh, ni shi who? I know you meh? (Acting blur) LAUGHS.

In the end they left to another table. =D Ended everything we were standing waiting to go, those group of guys came again. They talk cock to usss. Then went carpark dont know what time talk cock there again. Keeping hugging ming. =D Kiss each other, hugg & hugg never stop. -.-" And ling, xin kissed my cheek ok. Hahahas, saw ah peng korkor ytd =D So long never see him. He changed already lahs(; Tmr outing with laogong after his work. =D I miss him & qingai! Might go MIA after taking result & choosing of ITE stuffs. (= Getting results soon, hopefully i can do well. At least 10 marks so i can go beauty D:

SMOOCHESSSSS<3

2006-12-02T11:38:00.000+08:00

mia, com cant use. --" went tangs to ytd put my personal sales & punch card den went off. =) saw pepper, chu xian & daniel . =D mia, com cant use. fook. i miss my qingai tons.

2006-11-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

fuck you bytchhhhhhhhhhhh.

vexeddddddddddddddd

2006-11-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

at lan, update when return home(:

2006-11-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

Editted--

I know my biao ge misses me alot so he ask me change my msn d/p. I know he want to see my cute face but im shy. So i wun change. LOLS. Thats crap & bullshit! =D I LOVE LAOGONGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Back again, i'll be away from tonight till wed night(: I know laogong will miss me for so many days. LOLS, let him suffer & let him know how important i am in his heart =x Went to work as usual, bus was so late today but lucky wasnt late for work. xD Lunch with amy aunty & liting. Had duck noodle, damn niceeeeee(= Im loving it~ Shall bring laogong there someday. Liting got the cute & sweet face. Jiao xiao ling long =D After lunch walk around prco nothing much den headed to toilet with liting den she went back salesfloor got my stuff & left to street to get pop corn chicken. Met laogong at opp r.p. He got his finally highlight hair. Not that nice but still so so lah(: Slack till 6plus headed home. Im leaving to jb around 8plus & i know he gonna miss me &&& im gonna miss him like fuck! ='(

His the one; endless love--

2006-11-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

I dont know WHY my mum keep on saying that this bloody company is fucking great & she kept asking me to work FULLSHIT which im only part time now. I had enough of WORK altot i wan earn tons of money & she always nagging at me about WORK WORK WORK & THAT FUCKING SUPERVISOR OF MINE. PCB, MSG HER YTD NIGHT ASKING FOR MY NEXT WEEK SHIFT FUCKING HELL SHE DIDNT REPLY ME & TODAY SHE DIDNT MSG ME TELLING ME. I MAY GOING TO JB FOR FEW DAYS & FUCKING HELL SHE CANT FIND ME DONT FIND MY BLOODY COUSIN & ASK HER CALL ME CALL HER. PCB, MUM IS ALWAYS ASKING ME TO CALL HER ASKING MY SHIFT ASKING FOR FULL TIME & I HAD ENOUGH OKAYS. KNN, I KNOW IM EARNING LESS & I WANT TO CHANGE JOB THEY KEEP TELLING ME THIS & THAT MAKING ME FEEL IRRITATING & IF I SAY THEM THEY WILL SAY WATEVER BULLSHIT. IM FUCKING PISSED NOW & I DONT EVEN WANT TO BOTHER SMS HER TO ASK MY NEXT WEEK SHIFT. SHE DONT EVEN GOT THE DOG HEART TO REPLY I STILL HAVENT GOT THE SHIFT READY OR WAT BULLSHIT LAH. SO I SHOULDNT BOTHER WETHER SHE'S ENUFF PPL RIGHT? ANW, WAT ACARE SO MUCH WHEN THEY DONT EVEN THINK FOR YOU? PCB, FUCK OFF & DIE FAR FAR.

2006-11-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

As usual went to work. Nearly fall asleep in the bus while listening to my mp3 &&& i didnt update any song &&& im finding songs inside are so bored. Im so in love with english songs now adays(; Didnt really listen to techno already. I still love techno just only NOBODY SEND ME ANY SONGS, technos,eng,chi & im like damn out dated! Okay, but i know show's ablum will be out soon(; Watch one of his mv & find it so cool. Damn cool okay. And xiao gui so cute lahs! x) Crap with janet during work(; Shes alway suaning me with the 30% &50% LOLS. Wanted to had lunch at the place which gf & i had ytd but so suay heavy rain started so janet sae go foodcourt eat. Thennnnnnnnnnn saw one customer holding yoshinoya cup so i went over to janet & told her

me; janet, wo xiang chi yi yang dong xi.
janet; shen me? ni jiang.
me; YOSHINOYA.
janet; you dont talk to me. (turn away)
me; huh why, u dont eat that ah?
janet; i wanted to ask u scared ue say.
me; LOL, ok la yoshinoya.
janet, ok(;

After that i was like singing to her yoshinoya blah blah blah. Went off at 2 went yoshinoya was FULL, den janet sae we buy after tat find place i was like er ok(: Then she change her mind and sae, arbo you go find first i help you buy. Then i walk there & i row of table EMPTY. Faster walk over and sit down den the aunty dere ask me ooutside raining ah? Then i sae yah, heavy rain. After eating went c.s janet bought sweets den i went over to sweet talk(: After that took mrt went over mall to meet laogong. waited for him again, nvm this time forgive him got excuse(= BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

2006-11-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

2006-11-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

As you know, working is superb tired- (; Woke up bath prepare had breakfast & went to work. Was so happy, cant wait to see girlfriend(; Lols, no sales today but at least i've got something. LOLS- Chatted with girlfriend during work & may told me about nail art thingy(= That`s very nice of her lahhhhh. 230 went off for lunch together with girlfriend after eating went parco & walk around. Chatted with her, she's so nice & pretty nahs ^.^ After that went meet laogong at kovan(; Sinces he say he finish work at 4 den shui bian loh jiu go meet him. Awww, im sooooooo nice =D BUT BUT BUT! His late, idiotic- Always have to wait for him --" After that pei him lunch went NTUC see see things den went home(= Reach home chatted with mummy about working & stuff.

Im VEXED okay! I dont know should i change my job anot. What if they dont want me leh? You know im fucking fat & ugly lah.

-Im not really happy staying there.
-I want to find a higher pay.
-More slacking.
-Not that stress.
-1 hr more den $6 or $6.
-Working w friendly people.

People, if you happen to see this and got lobang do inform me ok & & & make sure its a CLEAN job. LOLS- And and and, its a MUST to inform me okay! =D Im superb tired lah. Sigh sigh sigh, im only working 4 hours & i dont get to earn much. What the hell lah~ SHOULD I CHANGE MY JOB? VEXED OVER CHANGING JOBS! --"
Okay & someone came my house & asked for stupid survey of cus i give stupid answer(= Nvm, im stupid too! Any places wants PART TIME OR FULL ME MUST TELL ME OK!

2006-11-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

Was bored so look thru some bulleting board & saw this jeaousy testt so tired(=

You are 68.25% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
580760 people have taken this test to date.

This percentage means that :
?You're a clearly a jealous person.
?Most of the time, you over-react.
?It would not be surprising if your jealousy became a real problem in your relationships.
?Lighten up and work on your self-esteem.

WATEVER. I admit i get jealous damn easy and thats my style --" LOLS

25 question'

1. what are you doing now?
msn & this-

2. what song are you listening to?
none-

3. do you dislike any of your family members?
sometimes-

4. do you love ur mom very much?
sometimes-

5. who do you love?
of cus- :D

6. any sweet quote for the person you love?
=D

7. who do you hate so much?
SO MANY!

8. any message for the person you hate?
fark off & die far far far far far-

9. do you miss anyone now?
yes-

10. describe your feelings now?
bored-

11. are you attached?
yes-

12. do you wish for anybody?
yes-

13. who would you like to say the biggest thanks to?
my parents?

14. who would you like to hug most?
why must tell you?

16. do you love your school?
SOMETIMES&IM MISSING SCHOOL x'(

17. who's the teacher you hate most in school?
er, no one?

18. who do u tell your secrets to?
dont know-

19. who are the people who don't know how to keep secrets?
big mouth-

20. are boys or girls better peeps to make friends with?
depends-

21. does your class rock your world?
alright(: 4T1`o6

22. what entertains you the most?
spending tym w loves ones ;shopping; sleeping-

22. do you love chocolates or candies?
both-

23. milk or milkshake?
none-

24. do you enjoy getting hurt?
_|_

25. who hurt you many times previously?
no one-

26. who's the last person who msg you?
laogong-

27. do you love being home or outside?
depends-

28. who's the best person to go out with?
laogong;qingai & pengyous

29. what is the most funny words to hear from someone?
dont know-

30. what's the sweetest quote to hear from your loved ones?
any quote as long as they really mean it from their heart(:

ANYTHING TO SAVE MY HAIR????????????????????? TMD, KNNBCCB! YOU GO & DIE LAH. PUBOR~ JIAOLANG, JIAOBIN/ SCREAMS SHOUT ROARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I WANT TO EAT BANANA & WATERMELON LAH! playing checkers he keep on bullying me! RAHS- Mum is watching jue dui super now, tmd why why & why their singing is so awful they stil dare to come? I shall go and take part i sure win --"

2006-11-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

Slept at 7am woke up at 1o plus one time, sleep again 1 plus wake up again continued & sleep till 2 plus. Its so irritating~ Cant even have my beauty sleep! Sigh` Onlined was damn boring tot of finding how to check ip but dont understand any shit. Chatted with girlfriend & daddy. Lucky got people pei wo arbo die die die! I so fucking fat. I so fucking ugly! Working tmr = SIAN SIAN SIAN but but but, girlfriend is also working morning meaning i can get to see her = wont be so boring for the 4 hours. After work might be going parco or street to get something for somebody. BUT BUT BUT, i dont wanna go alone you see. I hate being alone lah! Pop corn chicken tmr? LOLS-- Meeting laogong tmr? DONT KNOW DONT KNOW DONT KNOW! He say he finish work at 4 but but but going 5 already still hasnt got his sms. Awww~ I miss himmmmmmmm. UH HAH! Received his sms already. Bleahs; Im loving my highlight colors but but but, its not enough, I WANT MORE! D: I want to break record for not stepping out of the house for the whole day lah. After n`s im going out EVERYDAY. Work or meeting laogong, or friends. What the fishhhhhhhh. Im off to watch tv. Byebye!

--Laogong, if you happen to read this, dont call me a pig. Is bcus i morning den sleep ^.^
I can ton okay. (Only onces in a blue blue moon) =D

2006-11-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

2006-11-09T06:24:00.000+08:00

Im still up yet(; Chatted with rap on msn while findin animation software to do something for him. Download afew but dont know how to use them. Something came up from my mind do while doing me & qingai online shop. Its only 620am now shall i wait for him to wake up & sms him? Tears drop again & again, im really really scared. Birds already woke up & they starting chipping so loudly! Buses pass by my house bus stop. WHATEVER! IM LAME & TRYING TO LAME. At this time im bathing & going school soon, i mean in the past. Altho is too early bbut i miss those days in sch.

Those birds are making so much noise lah! Sis will be up in few more mins as she will be going work. Mum & dad will be waking up in few more hours.

I swear i miss him fuck lots & the feeling is terrible! He will be waking up in 1 hour's time.

2006-11-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

Melancholy*
Nothing can really describe my feeling;

Its 0204am now, i cant sleep. I being weak again & tears running down from my cheek. Action speaks louder den words. I dont have to say to mean that.

-I know its usless to cry.
-I know im childish.
-I know im irritating.
-I know im useless.
-I know im unreasonable.
-I Know im fat.
-I know im ugly.
-I know i sucks.
-I know its wrong im staying in this world.

-I did approve the testi & read the mail. But is friendster didnt appear the testi = I cant do anything.
-You send the mail at this time but the mail arrivals later & u asked me right after you send = I really dont know you got send me mail until the late recieved.

Memories flash back, again. Those past that will never e forgotten & its not i want to think about it & whats the use of thinking? I dont gain anything you see. I also want to top thinking but how can i stop thinking? I need sleeping pills. I cant sleep every night. BYE!

You're important to me & i cant live without you'

2006-11-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

Shag-- Laogong`s starting working tmr. x'( No more hanging out almost everday. I will miss him lah! Will only be working on fri sat & sun. Sian after that also cant meet laogong. Sometimes i just cant control the emo part. CCB~

2006-11-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

Tmd, im fucking tired & bored lah. Cheena ehs ah, his out with his dad & he told me he will be back by 11plus. Its already 12am now & i still didnt got any ms/calls from him. Shall just rot & wait for him. I hope i can tahan if not im off to my lala land.

Jealous kills thats why some couple end up breaking up;
I just love this phrase so so so much! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LAOGONG

2006-11-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

Went work today. Saw this girl looks like girlfriend at KP. Then one of the KP jiejie ask me how old blah stuff. =D GET ME OUT OF HELL PLEASE! Oh yah, she looks like girlfriend i didnt daer went up & ask her so we just smile at each other. She's pretty :D Waited for time to pass. Here comes 215 went off. Lucky laogong came here on time(: So i wont have to wait. Meet laogong outside mac den went parco toilet, i got changed- Went to have lunch together den went street to get pop corn chicken again. =D Walk to bus stop waited for 80 headed to mall after that. Got my cheque deposit & done with my stuff and headed home. Oh yah, i got so fucking pissed & i showed him my kuku attitude again. XD NONONONO, im not gonna tell what happen. Only ME MYSELF & I know(: CCB, right now im still fucking pissed lah. Cheena` His bdae tmr, i didnt get any present for him. I dont know what to buy also. Sians~ Im going get e top at fareast i love & a new black heel for work(: I want to get my job CHANGED! RAHS- And and and, i stil haven got my purpur dress for xiao gu wedding. Tomorrow maybe getting my hair highlight together with laogong. He still hasnt comfirm with me. Fuck shit~

Non edit(: I didnt dye my hair(: <3`s

My sweetest lady(: So nice being with her(=

Madding in vivo toy r us(=

ME ME AND ME(:

Me & dimple at vivo toy r us =D

I miss my precious ones, beloved 4T1 & friends in serangoon.
RAHS---

----edited---

Chatting with my stupid idiotic cousin, ahlong on msn. He's driving me crazy lah. Bully me still say im huai ren. Knn~ Im soooooooooooo bored. RAHS-

2006-11-05T19:08:00.000+08:00

HAD POP CORN CHICKEN TODAY =D It`s super nice~ Yummy yummy! Finally after soooooooooo long got to meet up with my dearest mad qingai. =D Woke up ard 11 plus watch tv waited for the time to pass den saw my phone msg. Qingai ask want to meet ealy anot den i anything loh since my show finish den sister suing the com & i've got nothing to do(: Bath & got prepare msg qingai im ready(= She`s so so soooooooooo slow. =x Went kovan mrt & meet her im always early. =D Went street. Sooooooo fucking bored. Nothing special & not all shop are open. Sians, both of us wanted to get a pair of shoe but didnt get anything in the end. --" Nothing really caught my eye. Couldnt find the off shoulder top i saw at far east. STREET IS BORING!. Went parco took neos. Both of us were super high while taking. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HIGH LAH! Long time no mad together lers. Weets!.~ Love her so much! Love her hair so much. (the color) After that went street bought pop corn chicken. Sooooooooooo nice den walked to bus stop waited for bus and left to mall. Saw ah siao ad there, bth. =D Met laogong there & pei qingai wait for pepper. Went watson, qingai use the TESTER houyu thingy. =x LOLS den went out & wait for pepper. She so chio lahs! =D ******BOUGHT A STUPID BALL POINT PEN FROMM STREET FROM TWO IDIOT. TMD THAT PEN 50CENT CAN GET ALREADY I GET FOR $2. CCB! TOT DONATION OR WAT WAN. TMD, PISSSSSSSSSSED! BYEBYE~

2006-11-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

I want to get my job changed-

=D

I`m going vivo city later(:

2006-10-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

I dont know what happen to me. Feeling terribly moodless. FUCK!. I dont believe in trust, promise.
Everything seems bullshit to me. Sigh. I find that life is so MEANINGLESS. Wake up eat work come back sleep.
Everyday life. If never work jiu shi wake up eat go out night cum back sleep. FUCKING LIFE LAHS.
CCB, how i wish i dont have to work den the sky falls money. What happen to me? I've changed?
Or you've changed? SIGH. I REALLY DONT KNOW WAT HAPPEND. ALL I KNOW IS, IM TIRED & LIFE SUCKS(:

Im in love with this dress(:

It cost $64/67 if im nort wrong. So ex --'

2006-10-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

Woke up 12plus today. Use da com till 1plus or 2plus mummy ask want go NTUC anot den i pei her loh. Go kovan ntuc got our stuffs. After that went to see hair dye color. Ask mummy which color nice den she say dont know -.- den left dere went to the stall tat sells kitty stuff show mummy those bag den she asked, wan so many bag for wat? -.- nvm den jiu left. Think of it also ture. So many bag den never use. LOLS. Bought phone protector already(: But its now so bulky & i've got diffculties typing msg and so on. Poor phone got so many scars due to no clothing. Hehs, chatted with didi today. His freaking cute! He call me limin jiejie~ Taoyan, ilovehim lah! & i swear i miss him(:

Jealousy kills; that's why some end up breaking up`
Tats so true (:
Im craving for chicken rice & peppermin gt

2006-10-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

It's a must for me to chat with him everynight, if not im not able too sleep. It's a must for me to listen to his voice before bed(: Somehow, sometimes i hate him but i love him more. Off to wait for his call & off to my lala land after that.

I miss my qingai<3

2006-10-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

Ehhs, laogong complain that my post is short. Cus im keeping short & sweet. Unlike him luo shuo. =x Doing my nails tmr but im not sure wat colour to paint. Think im gonna stay at home the whole day tmr. It long since i last stay at home da whole day. I want to get my hair coloured soon. But i dont know purpur will it be nice anot. And what if the color fade? Or my hair gets dry up? My hair is already dead lah. FUCK!. Im so tired. Awww, nothing much(:

2006-10-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

I love chicken wing rice (: Yummyyyyy!. Hehs; no sales today. Knn, after work find laogong walk aroud orchard left to hougang. xD

2006-10-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

Went to work today. Tot gonna be late cus daddy woke up late & set off late. But reach there 1025(: Phews~ Rush up to level 2 clean up. Acc angie to smoking area, waited for her finish her hk den went back work. Acc her again ard 2plus. Saw wenli & sarah going lunch. Sway* Stupid wenli say i bad girl shk, but i never lah. Im fucking guai(x Went back to work, waited for my watch to reach 335 den went off(= Laogong waited for me outside mrt station. Went out find him den went to wisma he waited for me to get change den headed to mall. Went to the shop to checked wether ver8 is out alr but didnt see any so asked the aunty. She sae we stil can change the disc even if its next week(: Shiok~ But what if the shop closed down? =x Got my bubble tea den headed to laogong house. While walking saw his mum & sis. -.-" Then laogong sae my face very red. Shy mah, like him meh? LOLS. After that went 682 bought dinner cum lunch to his house eat. Used com slack went home at 7plus. Moodswing & didnt talk much to him. I want to highlight my hair!! Laogong bdae coming(= I dont know what to get for him. For the sake of his present,im gonna sell two top. Prices are reasonable. Cheaper den bugis street (:

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White top, black poka. Selling at $18-$20
Email me; lalalaas__limin@hotmail.com

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Purple top selling at $15-$18
Email me; lalalaas__limin@hotmail.com

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Sis want to sell tis. Korean star. Selling at $15-$18
Email me; lalalaas__limin@hotmail.com

2006-10-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

Tmd, tmr gotta wake up early and im not in bed yet(: Com having pro, wont online often. I'll only be able to use it when my com let or i'll be using at laogong`s house(: Not in the working mood. Aww~ After today, dont know when can get to meet up my stupid boy. LOLS` Reading his blog is fucking funny. I didnt show attitude today ok. Infact we talk alot & laugh alot today. And and WALK alot. LOLS~ I love my sweetest boy(:

One year Nine month soon~
WEETS, but im working on that day.
BULL SHIT!

2006-10-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

tmd lah, today double pay she also never ask me pay. cb!~ Working tmr, thrus & fri. =D Tmr & thrus FULL shift. Tmd, fri 1030 to 330 nia. Woots~ Then next week take pay. xD Life sucks.

Junlong njoy scold walan;

=D =D =D =D =D =D =D

I miss my beloveds ones. ^,^

2006-10-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

JUNLONG SUCKS;
JUNLONG IS A SUCKER;
JUNLONG LOVE ME(:

I`M OFF TO FIGHT(:

2006-10-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

I SAW MY DEAREST QINGAI AT MALL(: I MISS HER TONS TONS TONS! XD

SMOOCHES<3

2006-10-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

OFF DAY TODAY.
Now ad laogong house.
Going out later(:

<3

2006-10-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

Back again, I CANT WAIT! After tmr night its SAT. I cant wait to meet idiotic boyfriend(: I MISS HIM BADLY~ Bugis tmr, sad. I enjoy myslef at tangs now. Got people to crap with alth boss is coming everday. Lady boss came today too. Crap with sarah & wenli after dey left. Laught like mad(: Had d24 durain again for 2nd break. =x This time the girl ask me; you are tang`s staff right? LOLS, today ice cream cost 2.90 cus staff. --' WHAT A BIG DIFF UHS? =x LOLS. ENJOY AT TANGS(:

2006-10-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

Sales was like shit today, ccb. My sales was $0.00 for the whole9 hours. Wenli gave me one. So nice of her. Had lunch with her today. After that went to tangs market she intro me the 24d ice cream. Fucking nice(: LALALAS! Bought one cup each den heded back to staff canteen. Almost everyone was asking who ate durain. LOLS, i swear its fucking nice(: Denni came again, he wink at me. PUKES~ Si tiko peh, not gonna mention anything here. Doris not letting me work on sat, ccb. Double pay den dont want me. HONG GAN! Shall change a job asap. Tatas-

2006-10-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

Fuck that old hag that make me cry today. FUCK YOU! xD Thanks michelle(: And TANGS biggest new today. Denni girl cry --' I was so angry till i cried!. CCB~ Deni came today & he smile ad me. OH MY GOD! FIRST TIME~ LOLS~ Angie, a very nice lady. Takecare<3 I'll visit you at taka when im free(: Thank ahger & ahlong. They came & find me. TANG, a complicated one. I walk wrong place lots of time. BAD DAY today. SALES WAS 0.00 FUCK! CCB~ OFF TO PHONE WITH LAOGONG~

I MISS HIM SO MUCH! =X

2006-10-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

AND AND AND;

I SAW MISAKI & his girlfriend ad bugis.
His cute nahs ><
I hate working. BYE!

2006-10-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

Today afternoon ad TANG.
Wed FULL ad TANG.
Thrus FULL ad TANG.
Fri afternoon Bugis.
Sat afternoon ad tang.

I miss him so much!
x'(

2006-10-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

I wish i`ve got tons of money. I can go shopping everyday. I dont have to stand for bloody 7 hours everyday. I wish i wasnt so emo. Im feeling bad from ytd night & today. It always tears. Why cant they be alil more understanding? I wont argue with them anymore, you see, whats the point of argue? Nahs, i dont see any good side. Somehow maybe brothers are just more imporant. Why can my brother do what he want & why cant i? Dont tell me his 21 & im only 16. Thats bullshit! Im off for the bloody work.

2006-10-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

PICTURES FOR TODAY(:

Aww~ I just wants to be pretty, slim & everything nices. x'(

2006-10-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Should be leaving my house ad 1pm to meet laogong but in the end went out at 120pm. =x Slack ad his house use com den left to mall ard 5plus. Went LIBRARY. =D Hey, mai look down on me okays? xD Went to look for books abt aps(: HOHOHO, as you know im greedy =x Took lots of thick books. Find a place and settle down. Trying to understand what the fook they are teacher but failed. =x Ok, borrowed 3 thick book home(: Then laogong went dinner(: And he force me to eat some. =x He show me his angry face when i rejected him. x'( Bought ock & sat outside kfc awhile den went mall walk walk again. Bored~ After that walked to 700 plus slack. Snap & snap till tired den stop. Listen to mp3 den here comes the worst part. Think of my grandparents and suddenly start to cry. 1st time i lost control infront of him,i just couldnt control the tears. Continued crying & crying. Ren si bu neng fu huo(something like that) but i just DONT KNOW. Went home around 8 plus with the tired eyes. Reach home;

Sister; Wa, exam finish still borrow thick book ah?
Me; ya loh (smiling happily)
Sister; lend me see leh, can read wan mah?
Me; can de lah. (pass her the book)
Sister; (Show the rolling eye face) Walao,exam dont see you so hardworking. You borrow this for wat?
Me; Read lah den do wat.
Sister; Aps den so hardworking lah hor? Exam dont see you like that.
Me; SMILING HAPPILY(:
Mummy; Mummy, i decided work till oct nov 1st week take leave or something wan leh. I very tired.
Mummy; yah lah, never work den everyday go out.
Me; Aiyah, dont want talk to you so much. (Tears roll down & walk away.)

Just few days after N`s and im working. How much time did i rest? I know i didnt work as hard as i used to do in the past but at least i tried to study. I hate working now, standing for 7 hours. I hate this job, seriously. I hate being emo. It seems that i will be dying in few more days or rather the next min. Like who knows uh? TIRED, SUPER TIRED. Again, afternoon shift tmr & tues. When the hell can she give me a morning shift? JUST WHEN? And how am i going get to TANGS on wed,thrus,fri & sat? HOW AM I GOING GET THERE? HOW AM I GOING RETURN HOME? Im an MRT idiot. Just wait & see. Only able to meet laogong next sunday. CCB! GOODBYE(:

ILOVEHIM(x

2006-10-15T12:06:00.000+08:00

I'm here blogging while waiting for my MR PIG. Its already past 12noon & he didnt called me. HOW SAD! Bloody shit, doris ask whether im able to work 3-10 today LAST MIN. Rejected her as im going out with laogong but that lazy pig. AWWWWWWWWW~ SCREAMS, SHOUT, ROARS!

2006-10-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing much for me to update about. Saw SOMEBODY during work & freak me out. CCB! When she walked till topshop she still turn bac & see oh no is STARE den her friend or dont know who also turn and see. KUA LAN JIAO? ^^ Next mon & tue afternoon shift again. Wed to sat ad TANGS. CCB! How am i going to get there & get home?. CHEENA` Im starting to miss school days. Awww~ Less then one month and im starting to miss school. x'(

Tui hou by jay. Super nice(:

Class video(: <3s

2006-10-14T14:36:00.000+08:00

Bath & had my dinner ad home before meeting laogong. Walk around his house for along time. Dont knnow where to have my haircut. -.- Then walked to mall. On the way to mall, !@~@#%$^W#$Q# don’t tell you! Only laogong & me know(: His fucking nice. I LOVE HIM! :D Bought a new shoe due to some reason. Finally! Saw Ariffin while on the way(: Chatted awhile & we go our way. Asked him about simei ITE and stuffs. Got to see him recently when I visit mall. After got my shoe find laogong den bought peppermint green tea acc him for dinner. Walked to a saloon that qingai intro me. Make my final decision went in check the price & got my hair cut. xD Of cus I still love angeline cutting but im fucking broke now so. Nevermind, not bad(: Hair please grow LONGER & not thicker! After that bought peppermint red tea. Then walked to 700plus slack till 10plus den went home. Qingai say she saw me&ahlong ad interchange there. Meaning, she BIO ME! =D LOLS! And she say she saw miyuko darling ad bugis street. She said her hair & figure very nice~ OH MY GODDDD! Working from 5-10 tomorrow. Will be wearing that ugly uniform; AH FUCK! TOTALLY SPOILT MY IMAGE CAN? Ccb, but I don’t know why I got dat damn feeling that boss will be there tomorrow or others day when im working. DEAD!

HIS MINE; AND ONLY BELONGS TO ME & NO ONE ELSE! GET LOST~

Im shy you see ^^

Peppermint red tea & me(:

Our shadow;Our love NEVER APART!

2006-10-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

Woke up 1plus today, so shiok(= I've got pics on thrus already and now i want the CHINESE pictures. But monday i want to get the presentation or video done(: Shall update after work[:

PICTURES TIME(:

2006-10-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

After few hours of edittings and im loving my blog now! WEETS :D LOVE LOVE LOVE! Chatted with laogong in msn. I dont know his being lame or wat. I said: GEI WO CAI DAO. (给我猜到) And he ask me why i need vegetbale knife. Make me luagh til peng lahs. LOLS! Meething him later, pei him go dinner. Stil having lil cramps. Fuck lahs! Sis say her friend will lent her " gong" that show but not so fast. YUPPIES. I dont have to buy anymore. HOHOHO`

Ira; dimple; me; aini; maria; faz(:
Friends till the end<3s

LOLS; & im lame(: From laogong. <3

Told you people i`ve no inspration? But it came back today(: I love this pic alort alort. Im loving it~

My ladies(: 3 diff races; but 3 as 1. Never be forgotten!

Saw qingai`s pm? So sweet of her! I never want to part with her too. I can`t live without her! (:

Im hooked onto edit skins. =x

2006-10-13T09:35:00.000+08:00

Bloody cramps make me cant sleep. Tmd! I want to stop drink so much of cold water lah. Bloody hell~ Hopefully ira`s sis boyfriend is going over to her house later so i can start edit those pic we took ytd(: OLELE! I've lost 1kg! OLALA! Continue~ OLELE OLALA! Update later~ OFF TO EDIT SKIN & PICTURES(:

2006-10-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

Alright, im back to update again. Meeting laogong at 915am but i was late =x Went out of my house at 925am. His always waiting for me. =x Super hyper today. Unlike the usual me lahs. Took bus to interchange den walk to school slowly as we realise its too early. Faint* Walk to school slowly saw rap den walk together. Ask laogong pass cutie pie present den I went to join ira&dim. (: Graduation day was BAD! Almost everything are only 4E. CHEENA~ This school fooking biased. Snap tons of pictures after the celebration. Super fun snapping here & there with maria they all. xD After that went laogong house. And ok, I start fixing my blog and everything goes wrong. Sat there fixing for hours & hours while laogong doing nothing. =x I will change another temple but everything keeps going wrong. Fuck! I wanted to edit a new pic for this blog but there`s no inspiration. NO INSPIRATION! How can it be? ROARS` Im tired of those brushes. I need new brushes!

I LOVE MY LAOGONG! ONLY MINE & NO ONE ELSE. GET LOST!

Took this in the bus; while going school(x

-Pepper super cute! She said she got something important to tell me long ago & she want to tell me now. Freak me out. In the end she say I LOVE YOU! Taoyan~ I love you too! Keep in touch!

-Qingai say I look sweet today! Taoyao, but no ants come lehs. >< Hehs, I miss qingai! SMOOCHES(: Of cause; our very important date 24 DEC our 1 YEAR anni(:

-Chuxian; erms, know you nort very long only. You’re a nice girl(: Study hard & all the best for your O`s next year(: Finally that couple getting out of the school. You won`t get to see them anymore! But I know you will miss me alot alot! =x Keep in touch sweetie(:

-Friends/Precious people in SSS; I will miss you people ALOT!.

-4T1; TAKE GREAT CARE & HOPEFULLT THERE`S A CLASS GATHERING ONCES IN AWHILE. MEMORES<3

-Laogong; We wont have so much time to meet up lers. Hopefully you will get yourself a job real soon. xD I miss you nah! We won`t drift. Nothing gonna break us apart. I’ll learn to be independent, I won`t throw temper on you anymore.(hopefully) No matter how less we meet, I still LOVE you alot!

I LOVE NATALIE GOH & JUNLONG(: NEVER APART ^.^

2006-10-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

No work tomorrow but there's fucking bloody meeting at 1. And it gonna ends at 5 without any break! And i dont think there's anyone i know going tomorrow. PCB! Quarrel with wendy today, bth her! Cheena~ Our conversation goes like that;

Wendy: 430pm liao leh, ni hai bu yao qu chi ah?
Me: Dian yi xia lah.
Wendy: Ni bu yao qu chi wo yao qu chi liao hor, wo tuzi er liao.
Me: Ni ding bu dong shen me shi dian yi xia huh?
Wendy: (Singing to herself) xD

Then janet also bth her she go puch card with me first den go eat with jasmine & another dont know what name. =x After eating went back. I said to her, ni bu shi hen er loh, wo hui lai liao, kuai dian qu chi lah! Seriously, im hating this job more & more lah. And she snatch my coustomer today but in the end the coustomer is till mine(: HAHAHAS. And laogong came today! Im so happy~ xD Went out chit chat awile den came back. He with yutai & haojie. Four of us wearing BLACK. Then i was asking them: why everybody wearing black? Laughs~ I wanna meet laogong after the damn meeting tomorrow. Aww~ Laogong going interview tomorrow(; All the best to him. I cant wait to see him tmr nahs. xD Keso chio bu so chio loh & her air fucking long. I think she go do extention, few months neber see her wont grow so fast wan right? Maybe loh(: Fyd, birthday today. Happy birthday(: I want to get a haircut! I want tons of money. xD I miss laogong! ^.^

2006-10-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

Last week of work for just this week, but i dont feel like working nah. What if the siao kia come again today? ROARS` How? Bloody ass. I'll be leaving in another 10 mins time! Shag ah.

I LOVE BLOGGING` I LOVE LAOGONG! I LOVE 4T1. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME!. XD

2006-10-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

Im back again(: Im working part time only this month! Im so happy because i can still spent time more with laogong! Saw fyd ytd but not yd already. =x Qingai, LOLS~ Ytd while working i met a crazy old man, he came and talk to me & freak me out ok. I swear ad that time i can really cry out! Fucking old man lah. Sales was terrible. Time was going damn slow ok. I miss laogong so much nahs >.< Im free tomorrow~ xD Aww~ Amy aunty on leave today & yesterday. Shag, i miss her so much. Im loving my blog more & more. I wanna edit till i really loving it alot lah. 4T1 pics blah blah. And seiyu changed alot ok, there's selling kawaii & chomel brand. I love chomel butterfly necklace lah. I LOVE 4T1 but I LOVE LAOGONG MORE!. Leg fucking pain cans? Poor thing! I miss eating ljs but i only ate that on sunday. =x Doris say im fatter already & alot of people say that ok! Awwww~ 丽敏,加油!

减肥!减肥!减肥! 我要减肥~

2006-10-09T11:23:00.000+08:00

I hope after i start working, laogong & i wont dift. I'm hoping that the time we spend together will be the same like before. Hopefully doris won't keep on giving me afternoon shift. Hopefully eveything turns out fine & smoothly. Well, i dont really want to start work so fast but in order for my shopping, you know? Manicures & stuffs. Everything need money! LALALAAS. Im going work soon! x'(

I LOVE LAOGONG & I'M LOVING HIM MORE EACH DAY >.<

2006-10-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

Im starting work on monday!. But i wanna stay in bugis i dont want go orchard lah. Nabehs ehs. Will be going over to orachard later with ahger. Hopefully doris let me go to bugis lah! Met laogong ytd ard 5 plus. Wanted to go somewhere far but couldnt think of any place. --' Walked to 7ooplus bustop and waited for 55 to bishan but in the end i dont want go already. Walked to mall den thought of going cp den jiu go cp. Finally bought cutie pie`s belated present! xD After that wanted to play candles den left to 700plus & play. Wanted play at punggol park but lazy from there go home jiu go 700plus there play. No, laogong go eat first den i go buy candle waited for him to eat finish jiu left to playground. There's one bunch of kids pissed me off lah. Thrwoing lighter into the fire & burning boards. And during that time was fucking smoky. And those uselss maids just sit down there. I told laogong if i had this kind of maids i better send them back home infront of them. =x I know its rude but i think they shouldnt let kids throw lighter ehs? Dont say about that. Took about half a day to do this whole blog lah. Not very nicely done. Awww~ Chatted with ira in msn. Sigh, im gonna miss 4T1, those fun we had together. Esp ram & saiful the 2 joker. Those MRT jokes outside Tan heng meng class. Sigh! Like fuck okays? SIgh, i dont really want to work lah. But in order to earn money go shopping. =D

FINALLY N`S ARE OVER~ But im leaving my school, my friends! >.<
Anyway, i promise i'll update whenever i've got the time.

2006-10-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

I dont know i should be fucking happy or upset. I saw something at someone's blog. I'm sad now. NABEH CHEEBYE~ TOMORROW LAST PAPER, IM FUCKING HAPPY. I DONT HAVE TO MUG ALREADY. I JUST CANT GET THEM OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND. BUT I JUST DONT KNOW WHY WHY & WHY OK? IM GONNA GET CUTIE PIE`S BELATED BDAE PRESENT ASAP. FELT SO PAISEH LAH. I WANNA THANK PEPPER FOR THE MICKEY STRIP. I'M LOVING IT~

I dont care you, the fucking hell still treat him as friends or whatever. I dont care! Just fuck away from the world of ours. I'll try to stop my jealousy but it's kind of IMPOSSIBLE. WHATEVER, YOU JUST GET LOST! FUCK OFF~ GO TO YOUR GUY! STOP THINKING OF HIM. JUST TREAT IT AS YOU DONT KNOW THIS FUCKING IDIOT BEFORE LAH. GO AWAY! I HATE YOU, NOW TILL THE END! FOR YOUR INFO KIDDY, NOTHING LAST FOREVER.
BITCHES IN MY CLASS SUCKS. I WONT SEE THEM ANYMORE. IM SO FUCKING HAPPY. A 16 YEARS OLD BEHAVING LIKIE A BLODDY 1 YEAR 6 MONTH KID. A GIRL WHO SNATCH PEOPLE ADMIRE. THAT'S WHAT I MEAN BY SHAMELESS. GOSH~ THEY ARE JUST THROWING THEIR PARENTS FACE. OH MY GOD, POOR THING EHS? 1 SNATCH PEOPLE ADMIRE 1 SNATCH PEOPLE BOYFRIEND. AWWW~ POOR THING LAHS.

DONT DONT DONT THINK OF THE GUY IM HAVING NOW AS HE'S MINE. YOU SHOULD FUCKING THINK OF YOUR OWN GUY. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU ARE WITH HIM IN THE OAST! JUS GET LOST. I HATE YOU! NOTHING LAST FOREVER BUT I'M GONNA SAY I WILL HATE YOU ENTERTY! CHEENA!

2006-10-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow last paper! Maths paper2. Im fucking happy den im free from books(: WAHAHAHAAAS. I wan a happy life.

I want to get rid them. Away from my life!.

2006-10-03T11:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE CHU XIAN. SHE'S SUPER NICE & SWEET NAHS. =D

2006-09-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO WISH ME & GAVE ME PRESENT(: NO MATTER IN FRIENDSTER,MSN,SMS,FACE TO FACE. THANKS LOTS PEOPLES. WAS SUPER SHOCK WHEN LAOGONG TELL ME CX GAVE ME ONE LAHS. WE'RE NOT EVERY CLOSE YET SHE RMB MY BDAE. SO SWEET OF HER. SO SISSY GOT PROBLEM EHS. CHOOSE WRONG PERSON. HAHAAS. ALRIGHTS. EHHS, ALRIGHTS DIM WROTE LETTER TO THOSE SUCKERS FAKERS. SO FAKE LAH, CB PPL. ANW DIMPLE I DONT KNOW THIER WISHES. POOR THING DEY CANT READ LETTER PROPERLY LAH HOR? HAHAS. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I LOVE MY LAOGONG. xp

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMIN!
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE(:

THANKS TO LAOGONG, QINGAI, PEPPER, STELLA, JUSTIN, DIMPLE, IRA, FIZAH, SURIANA, KAREN, AH GER, VANESSA, WEIPENG DADDY, LILING, SHIRUI, RAP ETC. . . SORRY IF I MISS OUT UR NAME.
THE MOST IMPORTANT LADY, MINCI (:

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO KAREN(=
SAME DAY,MONTH BUT DIFF YEAR.

ONCES AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMIN!

MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE(: DO WELL FOR UR N'S (:

2006-09-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

I DONT WANNA LEAVE MY DEAREST QINGAI, MY WONDERFUL BUT IRRITATING CLASSMATES, MY FRIENDS IN SERANGOON SEC LAHS. ALTHO I REALLY HATE MOST TEACHERS & RULES THERE BUT I LOVE MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS. I DONT WANT TO START A NEW LIFE LAH. I DONT WANT TO GROW UP. I WANT TO REMAIN YOUNG! IM GETTING MORE & MORE EMO. NOT TRYING TO ACT EMO BUT I CAN JUST CAN AS AND WHEN I LIKE. I NEED SOMEONE TO BRAIN WASH ME. ANYBODY KIND ENUFF TO SLAP ME REAL HARD? I NEED TO WAKE UP FROM MY DREAMS. BUT PLEASE TELL ME BEFORE YOU WANNA SLAP ME LAHS(: THANKS AH~ SIGHH` IM NOT ATTENDING SCHOOL TMR, SEE ME IN SCH ON THRUS & FRIDAY. I HATE N LEVEL. FOOKING SHYT.

情爱万岁

HAPPY ONE YEAR EIGHT MONTH, TODAY. LAOGONG I LOVE YOU<3

HAPPY BRITHDAY JUSTIN,CUTIE PIE. SORRY, BELATED BDAE!

IM REALLY GOING MIA NOW LAHS. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE`

2006-09-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

I swear i hate my fucking life. I WISH I COULD DIE ON THE ROAD INFORNT OF HIS HOUSE infornt OF HIS EYE. Tuition has been change to tomorrow morning 1045-11 she will be coming. There goes my beauty sleep. None of the tuition work has been done. Fucking lots okay. God bless me. Im gonna mug hard this week & get myself ready for n's next week. I've not idea what to get for cutie pie on his bdae. His so nice rmb-ing my bade. How touched! He fucking change & im gonna change FOR SURE. My fucking ap is back, im loving it~ How should i spend 28 sept this day? Sigh` Sweet sixteen? Sounds bitter to me, i dont wanna grow up lah.

MIA till 6 oct 2oo6(:
Good luck for me.

2006-09-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Im fucking disappointed in her. We are totally like strangers even if we walked pass each other. Wanted to smile at her or something but seems that she doesnt know me already. I didnt send her bdae msg ytd, i know maybe i should send but i choose not in the end. Oh well, i made the first move during sept holi by asking her when she's free shall go out together. She didnt contact me AT ALL. I told her we are difting all she sae was "hmmms". Oh fine, she got a best friend now. Today a bad day. Wanted to run away from school together w laogong cus i wasnt well & i couldnt see any GIRLS in the class line. Saw menge in the end so we didnt ran away, how good of me. After school went mall to search for ira's present. Couldnt find any. Then went laogong house. Intend to wait for him to bath finish den i go home bath den go kovan but something happen lahs. Tell him no need send me home. Then he pei me go bus stop wait for bus den he go down his frew house. Sighhhhhh` And saw 1 bag from ink that new shop in mall. So nice and im loving it. But it bloody "cheap" also lahs. if ima not wrong is 3990. =x Shall wait till my sis frew return from taiwan see got buy back any bag for me anot. xD Seriously I MISS TAIWAN SO MUCH!. Dont know wether still having holidays anot, so dulan with this school. First 2 weeks den 1 week till now dont even know lahs. HELLOS? N level just next week plus few days. But im sure i wont be in school on monday lah. So long & got stupid ass. Wasting my time might as well i sleep late uhs? Nearly fall in class today, so tulan w ira lahs. Cb wan, make me fall. Fuck you lahs. During chinese lesson went over to the boys side & crap. So bored lah, hw so xialan. Humpfs~ Even Mrlim ask laogong slap him.. WAHAHAHAHAAS~ So fun crapping with them(: Reach home tell mummy i want eat den she give me money go down buy. Saw fishy w her kfc frew & she wave ad me. Woots, MIRACLE. Hahas, den keep on looking ad me phonee. I dont like her nahhs. Meeting them later at mall. Going to compass. Maybe meeting laogong after that(: I L0VE HIM.

2006-09-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

Stupid school, gotta go back school again. Next week then holiday. Wtf lah, thrus take report book change to friday. Which is the 29 of sept. Got back sc already.

P1- 22/40
P2- 24/50
P3- 10.5/20

Over all gort 51.4/100, I PASS SC OK? MIRACLE LAHS. Weets, almost whole class wont be coming tmr. Hair check plus tmr lesson all BORED. Ehhs, im happy lah. Later dinner with laogong. Cx told me someone go her blog spam. Dont know which idiot lah, why dont dare put the name? And whats so good about siding a sissy? And joey ran away from home. She say her parent chase her out and she doesnt know where to go. Dont know how to help her too. Marcus so werid today lah, he said hello to me. Normally he will only disiao me lahs. Oh yah, maths overall 31 only. Wtf, shall buck up & buck up on sc also. Miracle passing my sc. VEXEDDDDDD.Editted one new pic for skin lazy to upload. =x

STUDY STUDY STUDY.
I WANT STUDY!
I WANT PASS N.
I WANT SLEEP.
I WANT MONEY.
I WANT MANY MANY THINGS.

ALL THE BEST TO THEM, my dearest 4T1.(:

2006-09-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

Bloody moodswing after school. Tmr last day of school together with my dearest 4T1 and we are having holiday till next thrus, which is 28 we gotta go back school to take our report book. Bloody hell lah, bdae take report book. After that 2nd oct starting N's. After that oct 1? having grau day then you go our way i go my way. Im really sad lah, somehow i do hate this class, this school, techers, peoples but when the time to leave school classmate for 4 years and you all will say bye to each other. I will be free from BOOKS im happy but im sad to part with them. Maybe qingai & me will dirft more. Laogong & me wont have so much as we are busy working. Jan starts ITE life, making new friends learning new things. VEXEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! 我不知道为什么这样.那个人有让我乱想.我真的很烦.我好丑,肥.SIGHHHHHHHHH~ Had pizza in school today(: Some people act nia dont want eat. Kanasai, so dulan with the sissy lah. Recess go buy water ler jiu go back class after not long saw him den we block him dont let him go in. After pizza treat go back class den he lock the com keyboard i think den he ask ramz go off the com something like that lah. Guai lan ok, i hate to see him & his bloody sissy face. Kan ler jiu jue de ER XIN, fan wei. Tuition later. Bye. Wont be going to school on thrus to 27. 28 birthday(: 13 days to N's.

VEXEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

2006-09-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

Got back some of the papers(:

Eng p1-50/80
P2- 35/60
Oral- 17/30

Total 102/170
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Eoa paper1- 64/100
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Cpa p1- 14/20
P2- 35/60
Prac Q1- 34/40
Q2- 2/30
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Sc P1- Unknown (Fail for sure)
P2- Unknown (Fail for sure)
P3- 10.5/20 (Lucky lah)
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Maths p1- 19/60

P2- Unknown
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Nabeh, for sc p3 can get few more marks all because of the graph lah. The scale not enuff, IDIOT! Eoa can score higher, careless lah. Coconut gave me 1 more mark(: But i should get the 1 mark der ok. xD Top 10 for english but but but haven plus mid year blahs. Hope i can do better for N's. Awwwws~ Cutie pie bdae coming, anni coming, my bdae coming, ira's bdae coming, N LEVEL coming. ROARS- Sometimes whatever i do with him why they wanna care? Hen fan der lehs. CHEEBYE. WHY? Am i getting fatter? Disgusting? Uglier? FCUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK OK? SLAPS* Tuition tmr, homework not done. Sians~ Lucky i win hanwei in maths by 1 mark arbo xia suay. Still can tell tuition teacher at least u know u know? =D RUBBISH LAHS. Laogong BUSY doing his stuff no time reply me in msn lah. Idiotic ok? Off to my homework & bathing soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. BYES(:

2006-09-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

Had lots of fun ytd with my ladies(: Acting like mads in the public. So paiseh but enjoyed(: Met qingai today went to grab our water den went to find a place to sit. Crap till 4 plus den waited for pepper to come den i went to find long. Was rainning cats & dogs in the bus. Regreted finding him lah. Make me so so coldddddddddddd~ Then waited for the rain to stop headed mall. Went 700 plus there around 7plus. We fall together =x Im addicted to his piggy back =x Oh yahs, after dim telling me about the girl story. I fnd her a real bitch, i meant wrost den a bitch lah. Mother fucker. Sometimes, i dont like ***. Being so fake.

I LOVE MY DEAREST QINGAI, IM OWAES SO SWEET TO HER(:

2006-09-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up at NINE SHARP. Early uh? =D Wanted to sleep around 10plus butn thanks to the coffee(: Rot infront of the com lah. Going to my lala land soon. After that shall STUDY for eoa & maths for TOMORROW. GOD BLESS ME. VEXED~ The sistership ending? or already ended? LOLS~ I can no longer find another best lik her. She changed, i did change too. Its not her fault. Nobody's fault. Im hapy to have a sister like her now or pasted. I enjoy what she does for me. But things aint same now. Lucks to her & her new sister. All the best to her. Next month today, i might be busy working earning money. No more school. =D But sad, im gonna miss so many people lah. I don't know why, what's wrong with my fooking brain lah. 我放不下,不是为了他以前做过的事,而是他成经所拥有的人。很讨厌。都比我美的啦! I look like a bloody ugly monster ok? RAHS- IRRITATING!. 不管我说什么,感诀她们就比我好很多啦。BAHA~ Had a hard time typing ok? Erms, 我讨厌上学! I love watch "我叫金三顺" freaking nice lah. The boss so yandao esp he smile. OH MY GOD. OFF TO?.. BYEBYE